5.03.2013

I'll Try Again Tomorrow

Today, I traded in classes, tests, and presentations for heating pads, pain pills, and deep breathing techniques. I hurt, I'm red, I'm swollen.

I cried the whole drive home from school because today, it feels a lot like I'm just giving up. The hardest thing about this disease continues to be admitting that some days I'm just not okay. I cannot put into words how much I hate that.

I'm going to spend the rest of today working on a few projects, resting, and praying that God gives me wisdom and clarity through this rough patch! It may not be the Friday I was hoping for and I may not have "won" today...but you can bet your bottom dollar I'll try again tomorrow.



11 comments:

Jessica Lynn Martin said...

I admire your thankful attitude and joyfulness despite having the disease that you have. I think you perfectly reflect the verse "Rejoice always" in 1 Thessalonians. :). Love your posts lady! praying you will feel better today!


xoxo

Laura @ The Everyday Joys said...

I love your drive, your attitude, and your faith, Kenz. You're an inspiration!

Shelley said...

Im so sorry!! Hang in there!!

Jen said...

Sending lots of hugs and prayers your way. Don't give up! You have come too far.

Megan Card said...

Hang in there, sweet girl. Lean into and rely on the Lord's Strength. I have to remind myself of that daily. Covering you in prayer today.

Hayley said...

You are so, so strong! Praying for you today, sister!! :)

Meredith @ The Laundry Can Wait said...

Praying for you! Hang in there.

Amanda said...

I hope you are having a better day today !! I haven't won in awhile. Keep your faith - it's something to hold onto. Even though those days are hard. Gentle hugs!

Shannon @Imperfectly Perfect Grace said...

Sweet girl, I just love you! As always your smile just gets me, and I can so relate to what you wrote about hating to admit that some day's your just not ok. I'm working with that right now too...but you are a beautiful and real inspiration. :)

Amy said...

Love your spirit, sweet girl! I hope that the days since Friday have been better!

Mrs.Marie Lester said...

follow you on IG and so glad I came and checked out your wonderful blog! :) <3 your newest follower!